Got Love?

Feeling invisible?  Anxiously awaiting for someone, anyone to acknowledge you and see you as a person with feelings and emotions, wants and desires just as them.  Some of us can go about our days practically unacknowledged by another human being the entire day.  We come in contact with people, on our way to work.  Walking…

This is a Test not a Storm

The Lord has been testing me for quite some time now.  To say that it has been extremely hard is an understatement.  It has been downright difficult for me.  I have been going through many tests during this pruning season.  Test so frustrating and awfully hard that I was starting to get weary and contemplated…

What I know about God

I was once ignorant to the fact that because I am a child of God my life won’t always be filled with good times and delightful goods. At some point in our lives we will come face to face with unimaginable circumstances that will downright make you question the very goodness and existence of God.…

Restoration

On this day God has restored belief in myself and in my abilities. (When doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer. –Psalms 94-19) He knows what I am capable of because he made me. (Jeremiah 1:5)  However, He needs for us to know who we are and whose we are.…

Keep Fighting!!!

This is the last time I am going to fade to black.  My final decision and I am not wavering and teetering any longer.  I am moving forward despite the reality of my current circumstances and what I don’t see manifesting.  God has confirmed over and over and over again that I need to keep…

Ebbs and Flows

The Ebbs and Flows of life are like Thunder and Lightning, you can’t have one without the other.  There will always be good with the bad, but your response and position is what ultimately affects how you will come out at the end.  Your position should be a position of prayer and submission and your…

Rest

So the creation of the heavens and the earth and everything in them was completed. On the seventh day God had finished his work of creation, so he rested from all his work. –Genesis 2:1-2.   When I read this passage the word REST jumped out at me.  God created all things in 6 days, and…

Where I Belong

Oftentimes I wonder if where I am in life is where God wants me to be.  If you are a believer in Christ then I am sure you have asked yourself that very same question.  When I ask this question I am not asking myself, I am asking the Lord.  As it says in Deuteronomy…

Awkward Pt. 2…

In continuation with the last post, there was one more core attribute of who I was that I had to learn about myself.  Something that, for whatever reason, I was not allowing myself to embrace.  Often times I felt alone and isolated.  Was I not good enough to enjoy the likes of friendship?  It was…

Awkward?

According to Dictionary.com the definition of Awkward is: Lacking skill and dexterity; Lacking grace or ease in movement; Lacking social graces or manners; Not well planned or designed for easy or effective use. Growing up, mediocrity, inferiority, and unavailability held the existence of all that I was exposed to.  It was all I knew and…